So, as many of you know, the time is drawing near. I see my doctor every week now. Everything is always good news. My group B strep test came back negative. I was worried the baby had flipped (nope). My eyelid is twitching (get more sleep). I was suffering from severe heartburn (under control now). Feet are swollen (she just laughs at me). All normal pregnancy stuff.
And to our surprise, we're already 2 cm dialated. Never thought this was a big deal... people walk around dialated for a long time.
But the doctor looked surprised and then said "If you haven't packed your bags yet, I would". She then proceeded to look at Joel and say "And if she tells you she's in pain, take her seriously". She thinks we're going early. As a matter of fact, she thinks we're going to have a baby in the next two weeks! Now, that's only a week and a half early, but still!
To be honest, I'm nervous and anxious and excited all at the same time. Everyone keeps telling me how difficult the first couple of weeks are. Women at work are telling me that my summer won't be as fun as I think it will be. I don't know what to do with a baby. And to be really honest, I'm selfish. I love my time alone with my husband and now I will have to share that. I know - all very normal fears, but still.
On the other hand, I've waited to be a mom for a long time. And for how much I love other people's children, I can guarantee this will be far greater. I look forward to seeing our child, giving Squirt a name, and spending our time together as a family. Life will change, yes... but from what other people say, it is for the better.
So starting Saturday (37 weeks)... we're going to start with all the natural induction methods I can think of: spicy foods, walking, and well, the other thing. And sooner or later, Squirt will be here... and we will wrap up this great gift of God and start a new journey together.
Wow - it's so weird to think you could have a baby any day now!
ReplyDeleteI completely understand how you're feeling. Every once in a while, I think to myself, "Can I change my mind on this whole baby thing?" Lol! I'm sure we'll both settle in to mommyhood just fine :)
Wow Katie, you are getting so close it's exciting. Just a caution, though: I walked around 2-3cm dilated for over two weeks with my first, he dropped 2+ weeks before he was born, and came a day after the due date. This was also after I cried thinking he would never come, since I'd been told at multiple appointments that "you won't make it throught the weekend" and "I'll be surprised if you make it to your next appointment." UGH, just QUIT telling me that, I wanted to yell!! :) But all is well in the end and the Dr. just means well to prepare you. But don't be too surprised if you go to your due date. Can't want to hear the name- praying for a safe and fast delivery! ~ Sally
ReplyDeleteSally - thanks... I definitely know that I could be this way for awhile. Just getting excited!
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